So Long, Mal

Sighing a sigh I come to realize and not for the first time what simple joys life offers to me. There are times when I take myself too seriously, or use time not to its fullest advantage.

I don't regret those times.

I like the times that reveal themselves to me through my own self satisfied grin. when i get that tingling in my heart where I feel just like a baby, and a father. by the time I die I will have been both, if my dreams are worth anything at all. Theres so much I want to pass on to a child. So much I can find with them. So much I could give them.

I would be a good father.

this is one of those too rare moments of fulfilment. I look back upon the recent events of my life and I smile. Just...smile....because at the end of it all there was so much there.

and theres so much time for me. Some of us have been given a by, im sorry they are going, have gone; they will be missed. Lets do great things with them in mind.